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I’ve never been able to make friends easily. Call it insecurity or shyness or just being picky, but I have always had one or two really good girl friends. After I got married I lost touch with them and was never able to find them again after my divorce.
I have a few friends now, all male, but it’s not the same. I can’t call them up for a good gossip or bitch fest, or go shopping with them, I miss that. If I call up a guy friend when I’m depressed all they want to do is try and fix the problem, a female will listen and help you plot revenge. I can’t go partying with my male friends, they tend to get jealous when I flirt with other guys.
I just need a good friend, someone who won’t want to sleep with me or fix things for me. So, when people tell me, you have to have friends you hang out with, honestly, I don’t.
Twitter is my escape from this, my comedic relief, my mask. I try hard to keep my real life problems private, but I can only keep so much to myself.
